i want

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I want to start over.

I want to feel like I do more than work and sleep.

I want to feel challenged.

I want to feel like I'm worth something and valued.

I want to wake up without an anxiety attack and go to sleep without tears.

I want to love my job.

I want to be appreciated.

I want to be healthy and beautiful.

I want to fall madly in love and be madly loved in return.

I want to have everything that was promised to me when I was a little girl.

I want to run away, put gas in my car, drive until it dies, and stay there.

I want to know that I'm still meant to be here.

I want to know that there's something out there for me.

I want to be her.